Philosophy
Reflections on craft, virtue, and the examined life.
February 2026 >
At the start of a marathon, you are shoulder to shoulder with thousands.
The energy is borrowed, the pace is collective, and everyone believes
they belong. By mile 20, the crowd thins. The people still running beside
you are the ones who trained for this. The field self-selects through suffering.
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Success works the same way. The higher you climb, the fewer people are
around you, not because you pushed them away, but because most stopped
climbing. Loneliness is not a flaw in the journey, It is
evidence that you are still on it. If the path feels emptier than it used
to, that is not a reason to slow down. It is one of the most reliable
signs that you are headed somewhere worth going.
February 2026 >
Excellence is a habit, not an act. I think about this
when I sit down to write code. The first approach is never perfect, the second
is functional, and the third is where real design begins. There is no shortcut to
the third round, you have to earn it by enduring the first two.
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The same applies to art, to relationships, to the way you carry yourself
through a hard week. Virtue is not a destination. It is the repeated decision to
keep showing up when the work is unglamorous and the progress is invisible.
January 2026 >
There is a particular kind of loneliness that comes from building something
no one asked for. You sit with an idea for weeks shaping it,
not sure if it will matter to anyone but you. And then one day you realize:
that is the entire point.
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The things worth making are the things that exist because you could not
stop yourself from making them. Not for an audience or a portfolio.
For the quiet satisfaction of seeing something true take shape under your hands.